This
week has been a little tough for me knowing I am only down to less then a week
and then I can transition into the soft foods. I won't lie I am kind of scared. I don't know how my stomach will feel, I
don't know what I can and can't eat, some people stomach is not the same after
surgery, the foods I could eat I may not be able to eat. I am nervous that I will just go right
back to my old self again, I am worried I am going to fail once I can start
eating again. I have had some ups and downs but I am
keeping positive. I have such great support from so many Friends and Family.
It was so nice to go friend’s house on Saturday and they are all saying how good I am looking, that they can tell that I have lost weight, I still look in the Mirror and think I am still so fat and so ugly. I love my Friends and Family, they give me so much Support to get through this hard time.
Today I got on the scales and I am down to 190.9 LBS. Since Last Monday I have lost 5.1 LBS. Since I started this crazy Journey I am down Exactly 30 lbs. It feel so good to lose 30 lbs but I keep getting down thinking it should come off faster, that is not a good mind set to have, as long as each day I do what I am supposed to do I know I will be successful.
This is something you guys may not think it's that big of a deal but it is to me. I am a short person I am 5'5" so I have to push my seat in the car way up so my short feet can reach the peddles. Before my weight loss my stomach would almost hit the steering wheel, I hated my stomach always touching the wheel, it would make me so sad cause even driving a car would remind me how fat I was. I went to Church yesterday and I got in the car and I pushed my seat where I needed it and still had plenty of room to drive. I was so happy to see my stomach does not hit the wheel anymore.
It was so nice to go friend’s house on Saturday and they are all saying how good I am looking, that they can tell that I have lost weight, I still look in the Mirror and think I am still so fat and so ugly. I love my Friends and Family, they give me so much Support to get through this hard time.
Today I got on the scales and I am down to 190.9 LBS. Since Last Monday I have lost 5.1 LBS. Since I started this crazy Journey I am down Exactly 30 lbs. It feel so good to lose 30 lbs but I keep getting down thinking it should come off faster, that is not a good mind set to have, as long as each day I do what I am supposed to do I know I will be successful.
This is something you guys may not think it's that big of a deal but it is to me. I am a short person I am 5'5" so I have to push my seat in the car way up so my short feet can reach the peddles. Before my weight loss my stomach would almost hit the steering wheel, I hated my stomach always touching the wheel, it would make me so sad cause even driving a car would remind me how fat I was. I went to Church yesterday and I got in the car and I pushed my seat where I needed it and still had plenty of room to drive. I was so happy to see my stomach does not hit the wheel anymore.
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